Rahsia Kejayaan Friday, Nov 13 2009 

Ibu Ayna bekerja sebagai ‘tea-lady’ di pejabat Encik Badri melebihi 10 tahun. Encik Badri sendiri mengupah ibu Ayna untuk menjadi ‘confinement lady’ ketika isterinya bersalin anak sulung. Kini puteri Encik Badri telahpun berada di darjah 3. Nenek Ayna merupakan bidan kampung yang diiktiraf oleh kerajaan. Seingat Ayna, neneknya tidak pernah melakukan solat secara berbaring ataupun duduk melainkan ketika keuzuran pada hari-hari terakhir beliau. Jadi tidak hairanlah ibu Ayna mahir tentang perawatan sewaktu di dalam pantang bersalin.

“Orang perempuan kenalah kuat berpantang. Kalau urat-urat masuk angin, bila tua nanti kita juga yang susah. Sakit sini, lenguh sana,” Panjang lebar ngomel ibu Ayna.

Sebagai ibu tunggal, ibu Ayna kerap membuat kerja sambilan seperti mengambil upah menjahit tulang belut, membuat roti jala dan tapai nasi. Tapai nasi hendaklah disediakan sekurang-kurangnya 3 hari sebelum boleh dimakan. Ayna tidak pernah mendapat khabar berita daripada ayah kandungnya.

“Ini duit untuk membeli buku sekolah Ayna, Kak Idah,” Encik Badri amat mengambil berat kebajikan ramai pekerjanya.

“Tidak mengapa Encik Badri. Pihak sekolah memberikan buku pinjaman kepada Ayna,” Jawapan ibu Ayna ikhlas.

Ayna akan menduduki peperiksaan PMR di penghujung tahun. Ibu tentu berbangga jika keputusan Ayna amat bagus. Setidak-tidaknya Ayna berjaya membuktikan bahawa kejayaan milik sesiapa yang berusaha keras tanpa memandang status, latar belakang  atau warna kulit.

Ratu Kebaya Thursday, Nov 12 2009 

“Can you join me to go see the latest antiques in town?” Encik Badri menyatakan usulnya.

Walaupun keberatan, Ayna memenuhi permintaan tersebut. Khairy berada di luar negara kerana bertugas. Khairy kini berada di New York dan tidak akan pulang sehingga ke hujung bulan. Big Apple nama timangan kotaraya New York yang menjanjikan sejuta harapan dan impian pereka fesyen dan ramai lagi.

“I love paintings,” ujar Encik Badri. “..how about you, Ayna?” Ayna gugup. Kali terakhir Ayna meneliti lukisan karya pelukis-pelukis terkenal ialah ketika mengambil kursus ‘Introduction to Western Art’ di kolej.

“Pendapat saya tidak penting, Encik Badri,” Sahut Ayna secara rendah diri.

Di dalam hati, terlintas di fikiran Ayna tentang kehalusan seni sulaman kebaya Nyonya. Moyang dan nenek Ayna gemar berkebaya. Ayna tersenyum mengenangkan betapa besarnya sanggul Moyang Salmah. Ayna tidak pasti jika ibunya ada menyimpan kerongsang pusaka, emas perak dan barangan tembaga milik keluarga.

Enough is Enough Thursday, Nov 12 2009 

“If you touch her again, I’ll rip you apart,” Joe was lost in his anger. He wanted to put a stop.

“Bastard!” Joe’s step-father snapped. He rubbed his left jaw marked with Joe’s punch.  He was so furious, kicking the door on the way out.  So, he had left the house. Joe hoped this was permanent. The sound of his step-dad’s  Chevy slowly being swallowed by the silence of dark starry night.

Joe’s mom was sobbing and her crying grew heavily. Another incident of blackened eye and torn lips.

“How could you let him do this to you, Mom?” Joe hugged his mother as if they could withstand any whirlpool or tornado.

Horizon Thursday, Nov 12 2009 

During the last semester break, Joe and I had gone snorkeling in Pangkor Island. Mary and Imran came along. The  2 wooden sea-facing chalets had a great view. In the morning, we jogged on the beach and in the afternoon we went jungle trekking. Besides that we bought some souvenirs.

“You know what? I’ve always wanted to play in a band..”Joe said it, grinning.

“Oh, yeah..” I did not not that Joe could sing or play any musical instruments.

“My late Mom used to send us for piano lessons. My real Dad bought me a classical guitar when I was about 10,” Joe started flipping his pageful memories.

“With your looks, you’ll kick butt..” I commented before continuing, “I’m sure you’ll be great, Joe.”

Favorite Subject Saturday, Nov 7 2009 

“This is always about me, isn’t it?” Joe demanded an answer.

“What am I? Am I the subject for your thesis or assignment?” I felt so ashamed. I was partly using Joe for my research.

 

Savior of Love Sunday, Nov 1 2009 

“I want to be loved….and you want to be saved,” I would say that the combination has made me and Joe to be in love.

Joe has fair complexion with very thick arched eyebrows and pitch black silky hair which made many girls longing to be in his arms. He is very well-mannered; the sort of boy-next-door that your father would approve for his daughter’s prom date.

Despite his cool, calm and collected, Joe’s wishful is to have his step dad dead. He could not bear the tortures how his step dad hits his mom and let her sleep at night with another bruise or cut. Joe’s mom also has suffered enough betrayal and and verbal abuse.

Seteguh Bukit M Saturday, Oct 31 2009 

“Persamaan di antara kita membuatkan aku tertarik kepadamu, Ayna.”  Ujar Khairysambil melabuhkan pandangan kepada kehijauan Bukit Mas.

“Aku tak mampu untuk terus melawan permintaan ibuku. Khairy, kami sekeluarga terhutang budi dengan abangmu,” Ayna sekali lagi cuba menegakkan pendirian ibunya sedangkan hatinya sendiri terguris akibat tindakan ibu yang telah menerima lamaran majikan Ayna iaitu Encik Badri, abang kandung Khairy.

Thursday, Oct 29 2009 

Daddy just came back from camping. His friend on the jeep dropped him off. He put down his bags and hugged his kids.

Mommy: Daddy, glad you’re home safe and sound

Liya: I got an A in my science project

Ajib: Let me show you my tae kwan do

The two lantern bugs just woke after a long slumber. They sipped the leftover Jahai tribe tuak during sewang ceremony.

Exploring the new world

Luqqi: Sorry, ma’am

Uzzi: My apology. We just wanna go home. Thanks to my brother here (slap brother), we are as good as dead!

Luqqi: Hi, we are the lantern bugs. My sis always glows she’s mad, or scared, or ashamed..

Ms. Lizzie: Welcome to the city!!!! (hugging Uzzi while imitating an opera singer)

Luqqi: Buuurrrp… excuse me (belching)

Uzzi: Let’s fly to the river to flush our systems. Mom will forbid us to go near humans again

Luqqi: Wait a minute where are we?

The world was different. Heard the strangest sounds. No more familiar smell of the rainforests after rains.

Uzzi: I told you to stay away from the drink. Even people dozed off. They even vomit sometimes. Mom will ground us both! I can’t meet my friends. I can’t go to parties…

Luqqi: Nag..nag..nag..you sound like an old lady

Luqqi: This is far from home

Uzzi & Luqqi: Aaarrrgghhh

Ms Lizzie is a soft-spoken, plump, motherly lizard who secretly wished to ride Liya’s carousel

Ms. Lizzie: What’s wrong with you two? (in shocked then sigh) See, I lost my tail again

Luqqi: Sorry, ma’am

Uzzi: My apology. We just wanna go home. Thanks to my brother here (slap brother), we are as good as dead!

Luqqi: Hi, we are the lantern bugs. My sis always glows she’s mad, or scared, or ashamed..

Ms. Lizzie: Welcome to the city!!!! (hugging Uzzi while imitating an opera singer)

Here comes the children’s favourite pet cat, Princess who is very feminine, slender, beauty conscious, and athletic.

Ms. Lizzie: I’ll call for help..

Princess: Master brought back fish. Yummeeooww  (licking its paws)

Princess: Hello there, I am Princess. (showing collar tag) I don’t know we have guests.

Ms. Lizzie: It’s bedtime for you two. See you tomorrow

Uzzi and Luqqi: Not again. We have slept for hours. We drink dew on leaves or the river water

Lantern bugs ride on Princess to the living room. They overheard Mommy and Daddy was reading bedtime stories to the children and kiss them good night.

Princess: You’d better stay in Aunty’s garden. I’ll see you in the morning (and hurriedly go inside the house). Liya needs me..(jumping through the window)

Uzzi and Luqqi: Thank you very much

Koi fish in the pond. King is the leader of the pack. Debonair (charming, dashing, sophisticated) and articulated frog

King: Psst…hey kids. Better hurry up, Don the Great  is gonna perform

Don: My poem for today is dedicated to our guests who honour us with their presence in our humble garden. Croak..

Heart Matters Thursday, Oct 29 2009 

“My heart chooses you. And,  I swear with all my heart that I won’t hurt you..”

He said it. I don’t know if I need some other explanations or confessions. The future lies ahead. I am..

Joe Thursday, Oct 29 2009 

“I’ve kissed Joe..” I said assuming my statement was faintly audible.

“What have you done?” Sarah has tried to put my senses together but I know she vaguely understood what I was going through inside.

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